I’m not suppose to blog today. I got another 2 more exams to go… but at this moment… it just can’t held.
I had an exam on yesterday evening. The exam started from 5.30pm till 7.30pm. So after my exam, few of my friends invited me to have dinner with them together… so I just followed them along.
After having my dinner, we head back to our college, my friend left me back there to take my car. When I reach my car, I saw something… I was like WHAT THE…!!! Now what?!

I saw my right back door’s car window was BROKEN!!!
I told myself… I’m FUCK UP again!

The broken glasses were every where behind my car back seat…
Later I found out that my cd player was stolen!!!

I was almost break down at that time, I really can’t believe it…
I stood there for sometime, my brain went blanked!! What the heck with me?!
The window is now fix up again… but yet, there are more to be done…

As you can see clearly above, my car window had tinted, so the new fix up part is obviously different color…
This is exactly how it suppose to look like on the other side as well…

I lost my Pioneer CD Player and I’m so broke now as I told you all before. Buying a new one seems to be a mission impossible to me now…
That’s not the main point. The thing is, it’s really difficult to overwhelme the sadness and cope it especially at this critical time when I’m having few of most difficult exams for my advance diploma tomorrow… To be honest with you all.. I’m now strongly suppressing my feeling deep in my heart… I’m trying so hard that I really wish to cry out…
I thought that I’m strong and a good solution provider to many friends… But I guess, this is where my limit is…
I feel like I’m really really really FUCK UP this year…
Firstly, like I wrote here, I got an accident…

Then my car broke down on the high way!!!
Now, my cd player got stollen!!! All bad things are to do with my car… The only thing left is my life hasn’t been taken… To remind all my readers and friends here…
If you were to realise that Desmond did not update his blog for more than 2 weeks, I suggest you either call to my house and ask about my news…
OR
Call the police and start searching for my body…
So Pyen, I remember you complained to me about your unluckiness of your car being disturbed… Look at me! What shit had happened to me?!