I thought I’ve cope well after 2 months since I was here. But I haven’t.

I’ve never knew that it can be so lonely at times. Even now that I’m writing this, tears start forming in my eyes and it’s dropping slowly.

I feel that I’m only a body with no soul. I’ve miss so many people, so much.

I MISS YOU ALL! MUMMY, PA, SIS..
I MISS YOU DARLING.
I MISS YOU GRAND MA, GRAND PA..

I really do.

I seldom show people that I’m this weak, the truth is… I am. I’m just pretending to be someone strong. I’m now, no body…